Tuesday, July 29, 2008

One Year

It was a year ago today. Just one year ago, everything fell apart. It was July 29, 2007, when I heard the words that changed everything. "The baby's heart is not beating. I'm so sorry." So am I. I am still so sorry.


Sitting here this morning, I cannot believe how far I've come in a year, and how far I still need to go.




* Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers and support throughout the craziness of the past few weeks. I don't really want to get in to it today, but I am hanging in and being monitored very carefully at this point.

13 comments:

niobe said...

Holding you in my thoughts.

Julia said...

It's hard anniversary any which way. And I imagine it is even harder to take being where you are right now.
Thinking about you and wishing you some peace today.

G said...

I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, Ash.

c. said...

One year. It's hard to believe it's here, Ashleigh. Thinking of you. Big hugs. XO.

c. said...

One year. It's hard to believe it's here, Ashleigh. Thinking of you. Big hugs. XO.

k@lakly said...

Holding you and Owen close in my thoughts and heart today. A year seems like forever and yet like yesterday...
xxoo

A.M.S. said...

Just sitting quietly with you through such a hard day.

mattina di lunedi said...

I'm thinking of you today, wishing you to be surrounded by love and strength, and hope.

CLC said...

Thinking of you and Owen. I hope the next few weeks go by quickly.

STE said...

Thinking of you, Ashleigh, and glad that you are hanging in there.

Clarissa said...

Thinking of you Ashleigh. Thanks so much for emailing me despite having Owen's angel date to deal with today.

You are amazing - coming all this way...and you're right, the journey doesn't end here. But I hope for christ's sake - the worst of it is behind you. Let happier times shed some light for a change.

Martha said...

I am so sorry for the loss of your son, Owen on this sad day one year ago. I am hanging in with you and glad you and being monitored closely.

Ange said...

Sending you lots of strength and some peace on this very sad day. Thinking of little Owen too. Take care x