Friday, November 30, 2007

4 Months


Four months ago today, right this very minute, I was holding Owen and kissing him goodbye. I sang him a John Denver song that my parents used to play and I always loved.

Oh Montana give this child a home,
Give him the love of a good family and a woman of his own,
Give him a fire in his heart, give him a light in his eyes,
Give him the wild wind for a brother and the wild Montana skies


I wish I were the one to be giving him a home.

7 comments:

Coggy said...

Oh Ashleigh he is beautiful. I thought I'd finished my crying today.
My dad used to love John Denver and he used to play the album with that song on it a lot.
How beautiful that you sang to Owen.
I'm so sorry Ashleigh, so sorry.
Hugs C x x x

Becca said...

Oh I'm so so sorry. Yesterday I just hit the two week mark, and althought I know it's so hard for you, I'm glad you got those brief moments with your precious Owen :-)

C. said...

Oh Ashleigh. Owen is simply beautiful. I am so very sorry. So...very...sorry.
You and your sweet boy are in my thoughts. Hugs.

HLHArts said...

I am absolutely overcome with how beautiful he is! What a precious, wonderful little man. I am so sorry for your sadness, but thankful that you got to share a moment with such a gorgeous little boy.

meg said...

Ashleigh, he is truly gorgeous.

I think it's beautiful that you sang to him. I'm sorry he isn't here--that all our babies aren't here. It's just so wrong.

Carole said...

Thinking of you...and remembering Owen. Such a sweet beautiful baby.
~Carole
http://accordingtocarole.blogspot.com

lifecanbeashit said...

I know this post is from a while ago but i have just been through and read most of your blog. I have cried, pulled myself together to read the next post and then cried again.
I just wanted to say how beautiful Owen is. Im so happy you have photos. I think they are so important and Im so happy to have seen your little man.

Hugs
xxx